Sunday, August 19, 2007

reflections

summer hols has just come and gone so quickly....
im left with my last week of school and it'll be interesting as to who and how im going to spend it... of course the usual last minute trips to various shops to pick up things im going to need in the states
not to mention my hospital stay that frightened me should i not be able to make it back to the states... maybe its just me but i swear im still feeling the aches and bruises from the multiple needle entries. my first hospital stay and it was as bad as i thot it would be... glad to be back on my own bed, thou the food served wasnt as bad as i thot it would be

im going to be sad to leave a handful of people especially those that i just spent a wonderful last saturday nite with.... thks to keith for spinning happy songs all nite

but in general the feeling tonite is one of depression, the realization that the certain few people i chose to trust in a certain aspect of my life are in fact a dissappointment. more into that category... oh well better now than later? but even then it hurts i guess
this trip has turned out to be different

but then again life moves onwards no matter what.... my next entry will be back in the states