wedding blues

so my dear cousin is getting married next week!!!! NEXT WEEK...... geez time flies sooooo quickly and i cant go for his wedding at bali............. damn it
i just saw him over summer and we were still kidding about his engagement and now its just days to his wedding!!!!!!!
and i cant believe i cant make it!!!!! sigh stupid finals....

thanksgiving break

weeeeeeeeeeee first day back in school since thanksgiving and i thot it was off to a bad start coz i left home late but in my first class i just got back my 2nd midterm and guess wat?! i got a 100%!!!!!! yay!!!!! hahahaha seriously when did i last get such good grades?! *cross my fingers its a good omen for the rest of my tests that will come back tmr.....

so over the break, i......
- ate lots of yummy food
- spent time with great company
- drove a manual sports car
- shopped way toooooo much that im feeling broke
- pretty much figured out one of the most important christmas pressie that i have yet to settle
- bought more things to add on to gifts i have already bought for loved ones
- got slooshing drunk
- went to a car thingy that involved some drivers attempting to drift... thou giving the others credit they were pretty good
- checked out modified cars
- cute bartenders :D
- breakfast burritos

and i was hoping school to be closed for an extra day coz of more fires at malibu but i guess not.... so now im sitting outside in the sunshine with planes flying over my head :)

for my best friends

so since my dear friend cant come down to see it herself i had to go rite? hehe

it was a really cool exhibition with an LV rite smack in the middle of the whole place selling limited edition murakami bags that even i havent seen it! so tempted to get at least something but oh well me no money............

the stupid exhibetion didnt let me take pictures but i managed to sneak some before i was caught!
will go again before it closes coz its cheap to go to and really nice to take a look at and i still want to shop at the store to buy some stuff but the day i went the queue was so damn long!

life

just over the weekend i had a friend involved in a fatal drink driving accident.... thankfully he's now very slowly recovering in the icu but things can change for the worse anytime so fingers are still kept cross thou to be optimistic he's now regain consciousness and signs are promising.

but tonite another incident comes to mind which ive tried hard to put it away.

its been 4 years since a dear friend passed on to be by God's side. it wasnt as if i was uber close to her but close enuf to feel the emptiness once she left. i guess at that time, i still took things for granted and when she fell ill i never expected it to be fatal as it was along diagnosed to be a flu. before she passed i never got to see her. for awhile i felt guilty for not being caring enuf to make the effort to go visit her while i cld and i still do till this day when i think abt it

i guess when death is in the air, any connection is too close for comfort.

end of the day, all we human can take comfort is that God has plans for all of us and when we do pass on it is onto something good