bye bye darling

:(

johan's left singapore............................. i dont haf my #1 boyfriend with me anymore. he actually got on a plane and left

no more crazy martini nites
no more nites spent with the girls at ps cafe laughing continuously
no more french bar
no more meeting up spontaneously
no more champange
no more watching dvds
no more hugs
no more random gossiping
no more ciggie breaks!
no more architectural talks
no more checking out guys with man boobs
no more canele stopovers with violet macaroons
no more having a cute guy for me to call up all the time
no more ability to just call for an emergency meeting to tell u the latest news
no more yummy lunches at marmalade

i missssss my darling.
since both my gfs are attached now, it was really nice to haf johan arnd to even it out amg us

but now when something happens i call gina, sarah and i have to stop myself from calling my 3rd darling.... coz he's no longer arnd.

its so usual for the both of us to take off and leave each other but this time is different. i dont knw when i get to next see him.... it could possibly within a few weeks or a year! a year without johan? is that possible? ive gotten so use to having him arnd in spore for the past year

Bye bye darling..... im going to miss having u arnd. the remaining summer hols of mine is going to be different
i never quite register that u were leaving even thou u kept counting down, maybe i thot that if i kept pushing it out of my mind today would never come. and even when i talked to u just before u boarded, it still din hit me, until now..................

time flies quickly and hopefully this time it will pass fast too coz then at least i know for sure i'll be heading to melb next year for ur grad!!!

thanks so much for the wonderful time we spent together dear

and i cant believe how many blogs haf been dedicated to u!!!!!!!!! u spoilt spoilt person. love u loads